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As has been mentioned on a separate post I did register an account earlier on today and unfortunately the news had been released before I was able to write this.
Firstly I'd like to apologise for what seems like a sudden decision to again jump ship. I can understand all of your anger, dissapointment and negative views towards me. But that is very easy to do from the outside looking in.
I am not going to come on here and speak badly of anyone or go in to depth about my own views as a manager lives and dies by his decisions. My frustrations have been growing for some time now and I can assure you this isn't a decision that has been easy.
I am a centre foward that plays off the shoulder and because of formation and managerial decisions I have seen the majority of my time out wide or sat on the bench. And had suspensions not have cost us I would have again sat out of saturdays draw with Redhill as I would have at Sittingbourne the week before.
I am very confident in my own ability and incredibly passionate about my football and with my chances limited I have tried to stay humble as hard as it has been. It is not in my character to be happy sitting on the bench and I obviously want to play in every game. I am sure no one can question my work ethic and passion for the team and you supporters whenever I did pull on the black and white shirt.
I do not in anyway regret returning this season and infact the only regret looking back probably would be leaving last year. As had I been here from the start of this season things may have panned out differently.
I had made the decision to go prior to the Redhill offer, it may not prove to be the right decision but only time will tell. I've been given the chance to go and play in my natural position and hopefully help keep them in the league by adding to my 16 league goals.
I would have liked to have thanked you all personally for your overwhelming support for me week in week out. I would like to think you all know it is appreciated as I have always been the first to acknowledge your continued support at the final whistle, both home and away.
Harry, I would like you please to apologise to Anthony for me. He is a great kid and not only was he my number 1 fan but possibly the clubs. At his age the support and knowledge he shows of the team is incredible. He is an example of the future and the more Anthonys the club can attract through the door the better.
I wish the management, my former team mates and all of you supporters the best of luck for the rest of the season. Starting with tomorrow nights huge game.
Frankie Sawyer
Last edited by F.Sawyer (03/3/2015 10:09 am)
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I am sorry to see you go Frankie. Good luck mate.
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Cheers Frankie,
Thanks for your time with the club and I'll pass on your kind words to Anthony.
Shame you've gone mate but good luck for the future.
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Devastated.
I wonder how Craig Tanner feels, it's an almost impossible job keeping everybody in the squad happy but Frankie gets loads of game time and he's doing one because he can't ' play off the shoulder.'
Thanks for the memories Frankie, we loved you here at Tooting.
It gets worse though, Danny Summers is considering an offer to help Tooting & Mitcham Wanderers with their promotion push !! Don't do it Dan, don't do it !!
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Well football is a team game, and sometimes you have to put the team's requirements ahead of any individual players'. I'm sure there have been games when we've seen Dan Summers playing in a much deeper role than he would probably have liked to allow Sawyer to be the front man. And whatever position Sawyer was playing against Redhill, he was certainly provided with plenty of chances to get behind the back 4, which he did on several occasions.
In any case, the timing of this departure leaves a bitter taste in the mouth. I just feel that as a 1st team regular, as Sawyer was, you should at least commit yourself to seeing the season out with your team mates. And its not as if a top striker with proven goalscoring ability would have trouble getting a new team over the summer.
Imagine if Summers gets an early inury tonight - where will our goal threat come from?
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You've gone and chickened out of saying it's for the money, which is the truth - Go off and do whatever but just know this: The door is shut for you to come back
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Not sure if you will bother reading this Frankie as some fans, perhaps not unexpectedly, have turned against you.
I was really disappointed when you went to Hastings and equally so now.
Mainly because you have been a committed player who very clearly cares deeply when either your own performance or that of the team is not up to scratch. And at your best you are a fantastic striker who has been a joy to watch.
Your decision to come on our Forum to provide an explanation (something few players would do) is to your great credit and we can read that you have been sharing our frustations.
You are a semi pro footballer who holds down a job and then provides extra inome for your family through your football. Most of us would accept job offers that provided improved finances but it seems we expect you and the other players to live your lives by different standards. Odd.
Personally, I wish you every success (although I'm not sure if I really want Redhill to stay up, mainly because the antics of their management team drive me mad!)
Last edited by Bondy (03/3/2015 1:18 pm)
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Aye, credit to you Frankie for coming on here and explaining your decision. I do hope you know what you are doing though. Redhill's pitch is an absolute bog and is unlikely to suit your playing style. And I would imagine that the pitches elsewhere in the Sussex County League - where Redhill will be back next season - are not much better. Best of luck though !
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At fist last night at reading the news, i felt immense disappointment, then sadness that it could happen again.
But now, through your courage in coming on here, and then your honesty as to why this situation has happened, I have a better understanding as to your reason for leaving.
I like many others am still disappointed but I understand that a footballers life is a relatively short one, and sometimes you have to make decisions that do not always please everybody, from a selfish perspective I just wish you had remained for tonights game at least, and then If you felt the need to, then leave.
But life does not always give you what you wish for and I am going to miss your undenying effort that you always put in for the team.
I have just one request of you, please if you return to Imperial Fields with another team, either feign an injury, or at least do not score.
Good Luck and I hope you do not live to regret your decision.
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I know how you feel Frankie....I was speechless when I heard the news.
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Needed to have made 3 posts in order to reply to some of the positive private messages mate.
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Sorry Gary, you know I get easily confused.
Is this this the last thing you are going to say on this issue?
Or was the last thing you are going to say on this subject when you posted "I would like to say one last thing"?
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Frankie, if you are getting any abusive private messages please let me apologise to you on behalf of the rest of us on this forum who would not stoop so low. We all feel let down by you but there is no excuse for people to send you pm's and not be brave enough to post openly.
Best wishes and good luck with Redhill, gawd knows you'll need it ! Perhaps we'll see you again with another Ryman club next season when Redhill have sunk in to the abyss that they deserve to be in.
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Redhill lost last night and apparently they lost tomorrow night as well. It's not surprising - two games in two days! What was the score tomorrow night, Gary?
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What was the score tomorrow night ......... Love it Edgo